Wednesday, September 01, 2004

BERrrrrrr Na!

Umpisa na ng BERrrr months today. How time flies when you're having fun. Parang kelan lang I was making my goals for the year, ngayon mukhang kelangan ko na ulit gumawa ng panibagong goals for the coming year lest I fail to make the list ergo fail to accomplish anything.
*BIG SIGH* What have I done this year? What have I accomplished so far? 2004 is a very stressful year, daming changes nangyari sa buhay ko.
Even before the year started I was already at the throes of depression, and it extended till mid May. Am I still depressed? Not anymore but I would drift in and out of paranoia once in a while. Something that comes with my "decisions", with my past and the people invovled in my past. I'm dealing with my reactions and I can say I'm doing pretty well.
Gone back to school, studying of course. Why is it when I tell a friend that I'm back in school, they would almost always ask, "are you teaching or studying?" or "where are you teaching?" Since they know I used to give lectures I guess they would automatically assume I'm teaching again. I'm back in school, I'm studying again, or what seems to be like "studying." Anyway, I've "discovered" a solution to this problem after so many years of waiting and hoping that I'd get back to school. Finally, I'm back in school! Wag sana akong pumalpak!
Yo-yo weight problem. I must have lost 20lbs and gained 25lbs. So what else is new?
Isa na lang problema ko. I just have 2 weeks to wait to make up my mind. I hope the Lord would enlighten me and lead me to the way I should go; I pray He gives me enough strength to face my decision head on.
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
I was able to do all these things through God's grace. I am grateful.
I think I had better start making my goals for the coming year.

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